will i ever get to sleep tonight?
it's 3 am and i still have two drawings left to do. i'm such a horrible student this year, i skip so many classes. but at the same time- my work is going to be in the high musuem? how can God bless me for skipping class twice a week? i really don't understand why dongoski is displaying 4 of our works in his performance. i don't get him. i can't wait to see what his "work" is all about. i researched him online tonight when i was taking a break from painting masks to look exact....he's all over google. my brain is going crazy and i'm just letting these words come out of me and i am not even reading what i am writing. lucid technology. that show will be sunday. my mom is coming and i think sam and leslo are too. cool. my throat hurts. i remember that i shared time with a sickling last night but i don't remember sharing drinks. it's late. my 12 sneezes are just now starting. that happens sometimes at night. i sneeze a lot. nope, that was just two. false alarm. really, my throat hurts. maybe i could use that as an excuse as to why i cant make it to figure drawing tomorrow. i haven't done those assignments. i gotta stop this. i really can't help it though because all my weekend time is at work and there is no way i'm doing homework on school nights. i never have. unless it was math homework or something due the next class...but if it's due monday, i'll do it sunday. good grief, i'm writing crazy. tiffany came to town riding on a pony, we had a great great time and now she is my new friend. a few of us stayed up realllllllly late, as in 6 am, watching some sexy vampire movie. some of my best jokes were made last night. the lead actor had craters all over his face and back. "nipples and pimples"
new jeans. new eyeshadow. it's sad that i get excited about those things. why can't i get excited about................something life changing? actually, i got a bit ahead of myself in excitement when i was looking at benefitcosmetics.com and they are looking for artists in UK and Down Under. i want to go. i never will. it scares me. going alone. going at all! but i want to!
i could lucidly write until 3:30 but i really need to do these two more drawings.
