zombies attack

maaaan, life freaking rules. so often i forget that, getting involved in the pointless drama girls hold in their brains. it doesn't bother me that nicole and i havent spoken since the throw my books at my door "i'm sick of your shit" incident. although i felt so disrespected, i feel as if i have the upper hand with this one. yes, eventually i will have a sit down talk with her about this house..but i wont let that event hinder me from laughing and smiling. i've just learned that i can't be good friends with everyone.

last night reminded me that life is for living, so live it up. kyle ro and i refused to sit around, so we went to kroger as active members of a fictional cult. we binged on "neopoleon" ice cream sandwiches, and had a monumental dance party in the parking lot, throwing out our good moves and bringing in the cheese. it lasted for hours, and when i rained, we lied on the ground and soaked up the rain. it was so beautiful. there was a moment where i forgot about the world and just lived and breathed and thanked the Lord.

so often i wish i were beautiful, the way they are. the way guys look at them and talk to them like angels. i constantly remind myself that it is just a face and those things are petty. every girl struggles with her body and facial appearance, as pretty as we might see them. i've got to stop worrying about this crap because once i do, i'll enjoy so much more in life.