hellllllooooo world.
tonight a bunch of friends from lawrenceville came down and we went to apre diem...however it is spelled. i know i don't drink that much but i can claim "my favorite drink" now, and that would be red bull and vodka.
i've been kinda down lately, but i can feel myself getting better. i get really sad because my younger sister is able to have boyfriends for years at a time, and a lot of my close friends are engaged or close to it...and here i am, single for two years. sometimes, i let myself feel that something is wrong with me...but that is just dumb of me to think. nothing is wrong with me at all. God is just saving me from heartbreak due to little wastes of time.
leah and chris day moved to atlanta. it really makes me so happy. leah is the kind of friend i crave. i can completely let myself shine around her. i have a lot of friends, but only a handfull or two i can truly love and be myself around. those are the ones i hold dearest to my heart and feel safe around. the rest are just people are just surfaces that i haven't uncovered and probably never will. today leah, chris, mick and i drove all over the flashing stoplights of atlanta. seriously, all the lights from east atlanta to howell mill rd we flashing yellow and red. what happened? we spent a great deal of time looking for the perfect windsuits for my party on saturday. i found one that is exactly what i want. sadly, it's only a jacket, but the jacket will suffice for any pants i pick up tomorrow. american pride, baby.
i have no idea what i'm really saying right now. i'll read her in the morning.
i stay up too late every night and it kills me. i feel it's wrath all day long.
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